I am stupid?
Am I dumb?
Why can others do so well but I can't?
Why?
Why is everyone expecting me to perform when I can't?
I don't get it, what's wrong with me?
It's not as if I didn't try?
It's so damm tiring..
I wanna walk out of the door right this moment..
But I can't..
Trapped in a dark room..
They say they'll be there for you, your torchlights..
But when you try to switch them on, they just don't light up..
There are thousands of them lying on the ground..
None of them worked..
Finally, one worked..
The light shined for a brief moment and it goes off, again.
Darkness.
I'm screaming.
No one hears me.
I cry out, louder.
No one heard me.
I try one last time.
Can somebody help me?
No.
No one came.