Often in life, we say
"What if I ... ?" or "What if I had ... ?"

Then, sometimes you regret..
"Sh*t, maybe I should have ... "

Well, it's a dilemma if sometimes you should make certain choices or not.
Some people will tell you,
"YOLO!" , "You only live once!" ,
"Just try ah!" , "Aiya just go lor",
"Sounds like a good idea!"

But others will tell you,
"Huh, don't want lah" , "Nah",
"Hmmm, I think you shouldn't eh"

So who should you listen to when you yourself don't even know what you want exactly?
And sometimes due to certain circumstances, you give up somethings for the other.
End up, you regret it.
Is this what life is supposed to be?
Teach you lessons like that?
The painful way? I don't know?

Living in regret is a painful thing..
I once told myself & tried to live with this thought :
"It is better to regret doing something than regret not doing it".
But sometimes I regret not continuing something that I truly want to.
Maybe it might the end of it.
Maybe not.
If we are fated to meet again, we will.
One's destiny can't be changed, I guess?