It's been a long time since I'm on Blogger, once again..
Used to have a blog which I started in 2009 and ended in I don't know say 2013 or 2014?
Have been on Tumblr and all but I think Blogger is still the best for me..
Anyway, I don't really care if anyone reads this anot? I just wanna write it like a diary..
Alot of times we are so busy in life we just forget about ourselves?
Everyone just think and live their lives and forget about how they actually feel..
So here I am talking to myself and hopefully this can be like a reflection to myself?

So, school has started once again & it has only been the 2nd day..
But boy, I'm sorry to say it's really starting to drain my soul away (literally)..
Timetable is quite shitty to say as there are sooooo manyy breaks in between (oh what's new right?)
And so many of this semester's modules have projects :(
I don't know if it's good or bad cos I'm not an exam person?
But.. I don't extremely LOOOVE projects too..
But anyway.. it's the last acad semester so I''ll have to push myself..

1st day of school was at first okay.. Went out for lunchie during the 2 hours break..
But returned to school to attend classes till 6pm.. Which didn't end my day well..
2nd day of school.. Not so depressed..
All was good till classes end at 6pm too.. and not so well again..

Sometimes.. I don't know if it's right to give up on the things I like for other things like better grades..
To be honest, I'm not happy with a low grade of course (who does?)
But like.. sigh.. I'm confused too..
This grade issue seriously is annoying but if you don't get a good grade, no one bothers about you?

Doing your best will never be good enough because your best will never be THE best..
How sad is this reality? But that is the sad fact in life!
Maybe we never meet expectations because people who set the expectations do not realise they keep pushing the bar so much that our best efforts do not matter anymore..
People just wanna see results and compare compare compare..
Sometimes I really wonder if it's meant to help us or cause more harm..

Life is short and we should do what we want.. But can we really do what we want?