Seeing lots of couples going on starvation, holidays, going overseas..
Cafe hopping, going to this place, going to that place..
A and I just don't do all these..
I'm sorry A..
I know it's because I'm not willing to spend the money sometimes..
But we know we need these cash in the future..
I'm sorry..
Maybe planning for the future is not a good thing..
Because we keep thinking of the future, we don't enjoy now..
But.. I hope you appreciate and understand the situation..
I guess you do..
Weddings, housing, everything is gonna be expensive in the future..
Sigh..
Sorry A..

Suddenly miss the times when we were still in courtship..
The funny conversations that you will never get after you get together..
It's funny how short our courtship was..
And now I kinda miss it..
I miss him..
I miss the funny times..
Although everyday we spent together is unique..