Today is his book out day!!
Yippie!!
Finally met the boy..
Today started out fine until shortly before lunch..
Sigh..
Felt really shitty & I went to the pullup bar together with classmate A, J & S as usual..
But today, D & WY were around too..
I felt super urgh..
So I needed to vent it out..
I did some assisted pullups..
Glad I did so..
Day ended off fine & sloppy I guess..
When I met love, I felt uncontrollable..
I told him what happened & broke down..
As usual..
But I'm thankful for having him around..
Thank You so much..
I know it's just a small matter but you know how much it affects me..
Somehow people around me has caused my confidence level to drop drastically..
On the outside,
I may seem bubbly, outgoing, happy go lucky, confident, fun, carefree, strong..
But sometimes, I do admit, I'm just putting up a strong front..
Thank You A..
I love you <3
You are my strength dear :')
Good Night..