Started the day with a bad mood swing..
Was pissed early in the morning..
PMS..
Then had presentation..
Thankfully presentation was good..
Then, had lunch & newpaper sharing..
Finished the day with Finale Proposal presentation..
Day ended off bad with rain & haze..
Haze but bad..
It was so smelly..
But lucky ZJ, WY & I managed to get a seat on the train..
Our lucky day I guess :P
Came home & felt super tired..
Going for fieldwork tomorrow :P
Hehe..
Anyway, A called & we had a short call tonight..
Sigh..
Clueless about my future..
What should I do..
No idea..
Good Night Baby..
I love you A, miss you so much..

It's A's Book In Day again..
Sigh..
Never meet him today..
Today was early.. 5pm..
But glad he texted me tonight :)
Usually he don't have time :)
I hope he gets some good rest today :)
Well.. Everyday I also hope he has good rest :P
Hahaha..
It has been 60 Days..
2 Months..
If he passed his NAPFA, he would have his POP after 1 more week..
But being in PES BP, he has another 11 more weeks to go :P
Jiayous baby, I know you can do this!
We will do it together okay?
I love you so so so much..
I miss you as much as you miss me..
Or even more..
Distance makes the heart grow fonder I guess..
I hope you stay safe & fight strong :)
I love you my deary..
Gonna go rest soon..
The weekend is ending..
Good Night <3
Xoxo my love <3

Today A booked out at 11.30am :)
Happy for him because he will have a long weekend break :)
Long day for me while I rush my project..
Anyway, went to A's place for dinner..
Haze came back..
Gonna rest early tonight..
It's gonna be a short post because I'm feeling pretty tired..
Good Night <3
I love you A

I just wanna be left alone tonight..
If only he was here..
If only he was around..
If only..

Tonight was cold..
I'm all alone..
I'm staring to see my own soul..
I'm not afraid..
I'm all betrayed..
Why is this driving me insane..

Was supposed to meet A today at Chua Chu Kang for lunch at 12.30pm..

Today is his book out day!!
Yippie!!
Finally met the boy..
Today started out fine until shortly before lunch..
Sigh..
Felt really shitty & I went to the pullup bar together with classmate A, J & S as usual..
But today, D & WY were around too..
I felt super urgh..
So I needed to vent it out..
I did some assisted pullups..
Glad I did so..
Day ended off fine & sloppy I guess..
When I met love, I felt uncontrollable..
I told him what happened & broke down..
As usual..
But I'm thankful for having him around..
Thank You so much..
I know it's just a small matter but you know how much it affects me..
Somehow people around me has caused my confidence level to drop drastically..
On the outside,
I may seem bubbly, outgoing, happy go lucky, confident, fun, carefree, strong..
But sometimes, I do admit, I'm just putting up a strong front..
Thank You A..
I love you <3
You are my strength dear :')
Good Night..

Today was a fun & laughter day at PTC :)
We talked most of our time away,
going for toilet breaks &
laughing our asses off :P
It has been a good bonding session for most of us..
Never knew our friends had such a funny & joke side :X
But it was tiring & I'm so so so tired..
A & I had a short call today :)
Can't wait to see him this weekend..
Might be going for our friends' POP on Saturday..
Anyway..
Games Day has been postponed till next Wednesday..
Or likely to be Wednesday..
Will be taking a tour on 1st Oct..
Hope I'll be prepared by then..
Gonna be gyming with my babes tomorrow..
Looking forward to it :)
Gonna rest early tonight..
Good Night A :)
I love you <3

Went to Ibis Bencoolen for fieldwork..
A finally texted me at 2pm but unfortunately I didn't reply because I was at Ibis..
So, I replied him at 4+
And I was glad we had time to talk today..
Boy I miss him so much..
Glad he is pretty positive..
Hope he stays strong..
It's Week 7 already..
That's pretty fast..
But this week has been a rough start..
Jiayous & hope everything will be fine :)
I love you Baby, please don't worry about me :)
Good Night <3

Apparently A was tekan-ed badly last night..
He only texted me at 11ish..
The haze was so bad that my eyes itched badly..
I thought he lights out already so I went to sleep..
Sorry A :(
Anyway, presentation for Project 1 today..
Overall okay I guess but could have been better..
Haze tonight was worst than yesterday..
A didn't have time to call tonight & he just said goodbye..
I felt super upset for I have no idea what reason..
Maybe I missed him too much..
I know he misses me too..
And worst still he is in Tekong..
He have no say as to most of the things he has to do..
So I'll stay strong for him..
Thanks S & M for the night..
Really appreciate everything..
A, I know its not easy but we will do this together okay?
Jiayous baby!
I love you <3
Please have a Good Night okay?

Today is Book In Day again :(
Woke up at about 9ish 10..
Started mopping the floor..
Quite guilty cos I barely texted A today :(
Sorry Baby :(
Went to shower & headed to Bugis with family to run some errands..
Decided to shop around before going to Grandma's place for dinner..
Had 3 popiahs :(
But at least it's healthier than what I have been eating throughout the week..
Had a couple of McDonald's & BBQ yesterday :P
But oh well..
A has not texted since he book in but I guess he is busy..
So it's okay, I must learn & I'm kinda abit used to it?
But not 100% yet :P
Haze has been bad tonight..
Gonna be air-con nights again till it gets better..
A, I'm sorry you got to suffer while I enjoy life in Singapore..
Stay strong!
Good Night & I love you <3

A came to my place at about 11ish in the morning..
We had lunch & headed to Phoenix LRT to meet his friend..
R picked us up & we went to pick RQ, KY & JR..
They are all A's sectionmates..
打包 McDonald's & headed to Host A's place..
Waited for the rest for awhile before we head up to the roof for a dip..
Well, he swam, I didn't :)
They had fun & I was the cameragirl while they were in the pool..
Then we took lots of photos together :)

Today was stay home Friday because it is Polling Day!
GE2015 was hot & today citizens cast their votes :)
Not eligible so will only be watching out for results :)
Not meeting A today because I had to do some preparations for Project 1..
Will only be meeting tomorrow :)
Apparently M went to the club..
Mountain tortoises A & I have never been to a club or pub before..
Haha..
We shall see if we have a chance in future :)
Feeling quite tired & sluggish the whole day :P
But.. Meh, must be because of the weather..
Gonna update more again tomorrow :)
I love you!
Good Night!

Listening to Ladies' Code's "I'm Fine Thank You"..
Got me thinking how short life is..
It's so sad..
I'm suppose to feel happy today..
No idea why this is happening..
Guess because I was looking at the 2 babies photos and it just hit me..
Life is so short..
We should appreciate every single moment of our lives..
We always take things for granted..
Life is so fragile..
Life comes easily,
So does it goes easily..
Live life to the fullest..

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Met A at Yishun & we had Jap for dinner..
After that we went to McDonald's for some sweet treat :)
Silly me.. He said he wanted Mud Pie..
So I thought it was a real pie..
Ended up I walked to the cafe area & looked for a pie..
I told him don't have but he then said mud pie was actually a ice cream..
Gosh facepalm >.<
Super embarrassing please..
But nah, I'm comfortable with my boy now :)
Manage to get our mudpie & ommm nomm nomm..
It was pretty good :)
Then we headed home :(
So proud of my boy now..
He weighed 88.4kg yesterday :)
Great improvement :)

Boy you don't know how proud I am..
To be able to walk beside you & be by you..
To be your girl,
To have trust in love,
To have confidence in myself again..
It's all thanks to you..
Without you, I really won't know how I would be right now..
Thank you for everything :)
I love you A <3
I really do..
Thank You & I promise I won't leave you..
Good Night..

Today was a rather boring day at PTC..
Spent most of my time thinking..
Thankful for V & W's Jap Snack..
Else, my tummy would be growling like crazy..
Survived till lunch with S, A, R, W, Z & C as usual..
Ate & came back spending some time finishing up my project..
Had a mini coffee break before leaving :P
Haha..
Super excited, will be visiting Baby K later!
Hehehe..
Baby love hehehe <3

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So, we went to visit Baby K & Baby R!
Soooo happy to see them :P
Glad they are healthy & blessed to be born into this world..
They look so adorable..
Super cute & baby :)
It's the kind of joy you would never be able to get from other things in life..
It's irreplaceable..
Please let them grow up healthily & be happy :)

A will be booking out tomorrow :)
Excited to see him!
I love you A <3

Spent the whole day looking at the computer..
Doing survey analysis & other stuff..
Super drained & tired..
Managed to walk about though..
At least I take short eye breaks..
Else my neck would have broke..
Anyway, A called me with his friend's phone..
His telecom sucks..
Always no signal at night..
But oh well..
Tomorrow he will be having his weapon presentation..
Means he'll get his new "wife" tomorrow..
Sigh..
Wife more important from now on :P
Hahahhaa..
Anyway both Aunt W & Aunt J gave birth yesterday & today respectively..
Super happy!
A baby boy & baby girl :)
Yay~
Super tired..
Gonna rest early..
Good Night A,
I love you <3

Had a super longggg day today..
9am to 4pm workshop before heading back to TEP after that..
Super tired & feeling super drained..
A texted & wohoo he lost weight!
So happy! :)
Sadly last night wasn't awesome because of the weird sleeping time they had..
Feeling the effects of the haze..
It's coming back..
NOOOO~
Please go away :P
Gonna go sleep soon..
Tired..
Good Night..
I Love You <3

Today, A came over & we ran 2.45km :)
Great job Baby! :)
We didn't stop at all :)
Then we came back & showered..
Rested awhile, had lunch &
headed to Jurong for some shopping & movie date :)

Yippie!
The boy ended his week pretty early today..
9am & he was out of camp..
But he went to the Singapore Discovery Centre for a learning trip..
And busy me, had Gongcha today :P
Was busy having Ice Breaking Day with my PTC :)
Won 2nd place & will be having 1.5 hrs of time off!
Whoppie!
Super happy..
Came back & was super duper tired :P
A was home long ago~
Gonna meet the boy tomorrow for a run & movie date!
I love you Baby!
Good Night <3

Today was quite a busy day..
Afternoon past quickly & my eyes were glued to my computer..
Spent most of the time doing my project..
A booking out tomorrow!
Whoppie!
But we're not meeting because we will meet on Saturday & Sunday :)
Gonna go watch "Inside Out" !
Yay!!!!
Sooo eggcited!
We're gonna go run in the morning too :)
Hehehe..
Tonight's Tekong reception was bad..
No idea why it is always like that..
So sickening because I could have talked to him a hour earlier..
And he could have rested earlier..
Sigh..
Oh well..
Better than nothing..
Feeling super tired..
Gonna head for bed soon..
Sleepy~
Good Night A!
I love you <3

Not a good day today..
It has been a pretty much boring & tiring day..
Partially because oh health reasons..
But..
A didn't had a good night today anyway..
Hope he gets over it soon..
I love you dear..
Sorry I couldn't control myself..
I'll learn & be strong for you okay?
Jiayous..
Really very drained..
Gonna sleep early tonight..
Gonna write a longer one for tomorrow..
Good night..
I love you <3