Tuesday..
A's last day..
Went back to my 2nd home and saw my other love N..
So glad to be able to see her after so longggggg..
It's been almost a month..
Guess I really missed her quite alot..
Surprised her with a slice of cake & (I think her favorite) chamomile tea..
Hope that was not her dinner..
But was really glad to see her..
Had a short chat & went off wondering about while waiting for A..
I sat at Ichiban Boshi for almosr 20 mins..
Embarrassingly alone at a table for 12 :X
Hahaha oh well, nice experience..
3 of the staff came to me to ask me if I needed a drink..
The manager was really nice though..

Wednesday..
Went to meet A after school..
Wanted to watch Minions online but turns out we got cheated..
End up sleeping because he was sick..
And I was tired..
I don't even know what I'm doing in my life that I'm so mentally drained..
Went home and continued to semi-nap..
The weather recently has been a killer..
Super duper hot..

Thursday..
PMS kicked in..
Super duper moody..
Wanted to go out for lunch cos there was a 3 hours break..
But ended up didn't..
Felt super duper disappointed for I have no idea why..
I felt so upset that I decided to break my no fast food streak..
Stupidly as it seems, it made me feel just a little less mad..
Then we played Hearts & Chess to pass time..
1 hour class after that.. which I thought was another module but turns out it was not..
Feeling stupid now cos we waited 3 hours for a 1 hour class..
Tomorrow is gonna be another long day..
Another 2 hour break day..
Why is life even doing this to us..
Gonna drop by the dentist tomorrow morning to check their rates because they didn't pick up my call today..
Cramps have kicked in & no I'm not looking forward to them..
Really need my TV now..
I feel horrible..
It's sucks when I PMS and he is not around..
I want him around me.. now..
Sigh..
I miss you..