Recently love was down with fever and cold..
Glad he recovered on time to go for his Hong Kong trip..
Sadly, I haven't been able to see him since last Wednesday..
I won't be able to meet him until next Monday at least..
Sigh..
I'm sorry..
Worst thing is I will only be able to spend 1 hour with him tomorrow..
Sorry..
I'm sorry I'm such a let down..
Should I go have dinner with him tomorrow?
Maybe I should..
I'm gonna miss him..
So so badly..
Stay safe in Hong Kong..
I'll miss you..

Tuesday..
A's last day..
Went back to my 2nd home and saw my other love N..
So glad to be able to see her after so longggggg..
It's been almost a month..
Guess I really missed her quite alot..
Surprised her with a slice of cake & (I think her favorite) chamomile tea..
Hope that was not her dinner..
But was really glad to see her..
Had a short chat & went off wondering about while waiting for A..
I sat at Ichiban Boshi for almosr 20 mins..
Embarrassingly alone at a table for 12 :X
Hahaha oh well, nice experience..
3 of the staff came to me to ask me if I needed a drink..
The manager was really nice though..

Wednesday..
Went to meet A after school..
Wanted to watch Minions online but turns out we got cheated..
End up sleeping because he was sick..
And I was tired..
I don't even know what I'm doing in my life that I'm so mentally drained..
Went home and continued to semi-nap..
The weather recently has been a killer..
Super duper hot..

Thursday..
PMS kicked in..
Super duper moody..
Wanted to go out for lunch cos there was a 3 hours break..
But ended up didn't..
Felt super duper disappointed for I have no idea why..
I felt so upset that I decided to break my no fast food streak..
Stupidly as it seems, it made me feel just a little less mad..
Then we played Hearts & Chess to pass time..
1 hour class after that.. which I thought was another module but turns out it was not..
Feeling stupid now cos we waited 3 hours for a 1 hour class..
Tomorrow is gonna be another long day..
Another 2 hour break day..
Why is life even doing this to us..
Gonna drop by the dentist tomorrow morning to check their rates because they didn't pick up my call today..
Cramps have kicked in & no I'm not looking forward to them..
Really need my TV now..
I feel horrible..
It's sucks when I PMS and he is not around..
I want him around me.. now..
Sigh..
I miss you..

He asked me why about things and situations where I'm not in control..
I don't know and I don't want to know..
Sometimes I really don't know?
人生不是永远如你所原,
人生不是一路顺风,
So I'll leave life as it is..

Spent last Saturday with love..
Finally on a proper date..
I love us being us..
I really do..
Thank You for everything love..
Watched a Korean drama and feel like we are so alike them..
So playful and funny..
So cute and crazy..

Sometimes I wish life was just so simple..
Me & you, enjoying life..
Doing absolutely nothing but enjoying each other's company..
Sigh..
Reality VS Dreams

It's been awhile since my last post..
Haven't been spending alot of time with love and I sincerely apologise for that..
Went out with him last Saturday though..
We went to the Singapore Discovery Centre & Army Museum..
Hehe we are both pretty good shooters :P
Spent the whole afternoon there and went to Jurong Point for dinner..
Got my new wardrobe on Sunday night and yippie~
More storage space!
Gonna be going to S's place tomorrow..
Might be skating on Friday on my own..
Saturday on a date with love again..

Although it's mid sem break but work never stops :(
Projects, tests & tutorials.. Sigh..

It's been 1.5 weeks since I've left my 2nd home..
I love them and miss them so much :(
Might be going back on Friday or something..
I feel that some part of me is missing after I've left..
Will see how again..

That's all for now..
I love everyone & may everyone stay safe..