Today I was feeling very very very pissed & upset..
S, Z, W & I wanted to donate blood but we were all, yes all 4 of us, were rejected..
Z & I were underweight while W & S were rejected due to some "safety" issues (1 had a cut while the other had lozenges the day before)
Some stuff made me really really unhappy after that and boy..
My mood just dropped right off the cliff..
Thankfully, I had my dearest boy.
He cheered me up with some of the things I was recently into & made me smile.

To my dearest A,
I don't know if you will read this or not but anyway,
I'm very grateful for everything.
Thank You Baby ♡
I know it might not have been your "thing" to do such a thing but without this humor & funny you,
I think my day would just have been worse.
Please don't take that as acting or pretending because I just want us to play together.
Please do not think that I want you to be another person or be that other person with whatever personalities etc yeah?
I love you the way you are & I always will ♡
Just really love the playful us, once in a while of course :)
Thank You Mr A & Good Night to You ♡